bleh

Worked out at the gym for 2 hours yesterday but then i ate a ton of pizza gross also I made a cheesecake last night and ate a slice today which is like 400 cals, eating way too much. also Im making cookies tonight with some friends tonight and will have to eat at least one. I dont want to have to give up my social life to be thin but all my friends are super into food! But tomorrow I will only eat dinner, also with friends. im about 85 today I want to get to 80 so bad!
also anyone interested in being a texting buddy?

some thinspo for ya ;)

84.2

this morning

fast day 2 fail

i did well all morning wasnt even hungry but couldnt get out of lunch with friends. I dont feel that bad just super full, it was fun cooking all together though

fast day 1

my fast day went really well I drank lots of water and it really wasnt even that hard tomorrow might be harder cuz im spending the day with 2 friends and i dont know how im going to get out of lunch, any ideas??
also current weight is 84.6lb im pretty happy about this its my new lowest weight
well goodnight ladies time for my beauty sleep hoping for 84.0 in the morning! <3

feel'n good

I didnt eat much today, a few bits of the chili and 7 layer bars I was making prob less than 200 cals. I felt really good the rest of the day I was drinking green tea all day with citris and ginsing I only had a few headaches not to dizzy. I think I want to attempt a fast on fri, maybe sat and sun too. I cant avoid dinner tomorrow night but it will prob be the only meal i eat then I will try and fast for as long as possible and take lots of walks do lots of cruches and lots of leglifts. I have never done a multiple day fast I heard its super hard the first 3 days and then gets much better so maybe I will even fast on mon if I feel good but I have class so im not sure. Its weird how I can just eat normally for weeks but then it is so easy to eat so little and not want anything. when i eat normally I tend to crave more things and eat more desserts and junkfood.
hope you all are think'n thin :)

87.8

havent posted in a while still super busy at college
gave up being ana for 2 weeks ate a ton but havent gained much cuz I am walking everywhere now. I feel like being ana is contrary to my religion like its really prideful but I still feel like im too big i dont know what im going to do yet. only two of my friends noticed or said anything about my weight loss so i feel like that gives me a little more space to lose some more. we will see, hope you all are healthy