heading home

ate a lot today for a mock thanksgiving feast, but i will be on the road a lot tomorrow driving home so I probably wont eat much. I am going home for Thanksgiving break the eating is different, at school I can skip meals but there is also alot of junk food and dessert to binge on and alcohol, but at home I cant get away with skipping meals too often, but the food to binge on is a little bit healthier. I also walk everywhere at school, but at least I have a treadmill at home.

I have to be pretty careful at home, I have a cousin who was anorexic she went to rehab but she is still really skinny so I don’t know if she is really recovered or not, but my mom would notice. over the summer she took a long look at me and told me not to get to skinny, so she is definitly not oblivious to the changes in my body. No one at school really noticed that I had lost weight over the summer except one guy friend and my roommate